Zaman hingusan.

Tengah layan tayangan ini, sewaktu diceritakan kisah Rasulullah bertemu dengan malaikat Jibrail, teringat sewaktu aku berada di sekolah rendah, aku masuk pertandingan bercerita dalam bahasa inggeris bercerita kisah-kisah nabi. Cerita yang aku dapat adalah kisah nabi berada dia gua dan bertemu malaikat jibrail buat kali pertama tersebut.

Apa yang aku teringat adalah, sewaktu pertandingan bercerita tersebut, sewaktu aku punya giliran bercerita, ada satu ketika aku terlupa skrip ceritanya sehingga aku jadi gementar yang teramat. Tapi nasib baik, bila ulang balik ayat terakhir, boleh sambung cerita sampai habis, walaupun dah agak kekok masa tu.

Apa yang aku sedar, ternyata aku tak mendalami cerita yang aku sampaikan sewaktu pertandingan bercerita tersebut. Nampak sangat aku menghafal sahaja cerita itu. Nampak sangat, tak ikhlas dan tak menghayati cerita, setakat buat gaya dan intonasi tapi tak faham betul-betul signifikasi cerita itu, memang tak ada makna lah kan. Sekarang aku sedar. Tapi oklah tu, sekurang-kurangnya aku sedar sekarang, lagipun waktu itu sekolah rendah kot, memang daif dan bongok sikit masa tu.

Oh ya, nak berlagak sikit, aku dapat nombor tiga, untuk dua tahun berturut-turut sewaktu aku masuk pertandingan bercerita itu. Hebat jugaklah kan.

Underneath the skin.

I actually am an obsessive compulsive. Sort of.

I try to make everything perfect, according to my standards. Mostly i am that person when i am alone, when i am with no one but myself., where i am myself.

I get obsessed easily about one thing to the point that i have to do it over and over again until i feel satisfied.

Like how i watch this video that makes me feel frustrated about a particular thing. So i watch it over and over and over again. To the point where i feel like i'm so full i want to throw up. But i repeat it again and again because i am not satisfied.

That's how random i am.

Something trivial 02.

I am not that much of an obsessive-compulsive person, but i do tend to make things even. I like even numbers. Ever since i was a kid. I like things to be fair and square.

For example, sometimes, when i scratch two times on the left side of my nose, i would like to even it out by scratching twice on the right side as well.

I don't believe i have a OCD(obsessive-compulsive disorder) but i do like everything to be even, balanced. Since i am a Libra, the scales, it is important for me to achieve equilibrium in both inwards and outwards aspects of my life.

Something trivial.

I am an alphabetical person. Like how i don't like my bloglist be sorted according to recent posts but according to alphabetical order of the blogs names.