Bagaimana.

Macam mana kita nak tinggalkan sesuatu yang telah kita kenali sejak sekian lama.

Macam mana kita nak tinggalkan sesuatu yang sudah menjadi darah daging kita.

Macam mana kita nak tinggalkan sesuatu yang kerananya kita telah banyak pengalaman, banyak kawan.

Macam mana kita nak tinggalkan jahiliyah, kerana nanti kita ditinggalkan mereka.

Macam mana kita TAK NAK tinggalkan jahiliyah untuk dapat bersama-sama Allah.

Sedang berjihad, meninggalkan jahiliyyah. Minta tolong doakan dan beri semangat.

Trying to be poetic 01.

I was bored during chemistry exams so i went to the teachers table and took a piece of paper and sat right back down at my seat.

Then i just used my to favourite words which were okie dokie and started writing.

the end result was this.


The stars will fade
The sun will shade
The moon goes dead
but not my love for you

The trees will die
The rivers run dry
we all say goodbye
but not my love for you

and if you leave me soon
i may not be waiting for you anymore
but if you leave me soon
my heart will be here forevermore.

You are everything i hoped for.
Every characteristic i ever wanted.
Every feelings i ever needed.
But sadly i cannot have you.
we always want what we can't have.
and it goes the same for me.

My legs are stomping my hands are clapping and shaking, my head is flipping from side to side my body is swinging left to right my shoulders up and down my ass wriggling with joy. i am dancing like my pants is on fire. woopwoop.
dancing needs no steps, dancing is art in the form of movement. make that spontanoues movement. no one can be called dance ignorant because dance have many-many styles. each have their own unique one. it is the act of expressing your sexual needs oh how i am very needy. :D

ahaha. woooohooooo

tell me this smile is true. tell me that i am not sad. tell me that i love living for myself. tell me that you love me so that i can say thank you and go away so you can live your life more happier than mine. tell me , tell me.

I'm like a fish in a small aquarium. i am trapped and i can't move freely in my current state. People pass by admiring my cuteness but they do not have the power nor the heart to release me of my sadness. i have companions but i do not necessarily know them but i understand how they are feeling. like me they too are trapped and long to be free.

*everybody's got to hold on hope, it's the last thing that's holding me.

Perfected skill. Living organism created to beseech destruction on others. A robot made by man to bring devastation to humanity itself. A creation to kill the creator. aaaah sod off.

I am a juvenile delinquent in a world of deceived happiness where everything goes except truth and free speech.

I am walking on sunshine, i am walking along an invisible line
it takes me somewhere which is nowhere


that's all i got for now.

Glowing Firefly.

Part 1.01

Former affiliates diminish, envious grows in my heart watching the humes play and having fun while I, a firefly, gliding endlessly through the air looking for comfort and security. Alas all search was in vain as i fly across great trees of bricks and steel and metal all releasing light making my glow seem insignificant. Making me feel inferior to the others. Making me feel the last living proof of existence of my kindred. For those were the times where fireflies flap in dignity with their glows glowing the brightest and proudest. We were the respected and trusted species amongst creatures. We are the longest living animality compared to everything. We are the descendants of ancient beings who call themselves Starbugs.


wow, out of the blue this plot popped into my mind and i had to write it down. :D

These pick-up lines just make my day. :D

Do you believe in love at first sight? If not, I'll walk by again.

They call me Milk, because I do your body good!
If you're sweet you can call me sweetie, if you're nice you can call me hunny, if you're hot you can call me tonight
Excuse me, I've seem to have lost my virginity, can I have yours?

If you can't be with the ones you love, then love the one you're with.

If you're naughty go to your room. If you wanna be naughty go to my room!
Wanna play fireman? We can stop, drop and roll.
I may not be Fred Flinstone, but I can sure make your bedrock.

If I told you you had a nice body, would you hold it against me?

I'm not feeling myself tonight, can I feel you?

You must be Jamaican, Cause you Jamaican me crazy.

The only thing I want between our relationship is latex.

Lately i have been sentimental and during that period i have come up with a poem that is damn cheesy but i'm going to post it anyway just to satisfy my yearnng for blogging. :)

remember how it was me and you,

oh, all the things we used to do,

we'd have fun all on our own,

and look how much we have grown,

we were young then and we didn't knew,

what this big wide world had brew,

but one thing we learnt then,

one thing that can ease the pain, are our friend,

when trouble comes to this new day,

and when you fall or led astray,

just don't let it make you frown,

turn that sad face upside down,

just know that your friends'll be there,

no matter what when or where,

and if thay aren't there to be,

you still aren't very lonely,

you just have to go it at your own,

they'll still support you on and on,

and being there doesn't mean being there,

it can mean giving courage to bear,

and you will have strength to continue,

and make your life a blissfull new,

don't forget who remembers you,

because they're the ones who help you to,

achieve your hopes and dreams,

making your life shines with beam.

shatap.

Dreams

We all have dreams and aspirations, some are big and some are small. It doesn't matter what size does your dream have but how it will affect everyone and yourself when that dream has come true. I just wish that i can say that i have reached my dreams when i grow up. But my dreams are like countless, i don't know how am i supposed to make all of them come true before i die but i'll try my best, thats what matters the most. :)

so here are some of my childish yet true dreams.

1. I'd like to stay after the movie ended and watch aimlessly into the screen while the credits roll
2. slide down the handlebars on the escalators
3. rollerblade indoors
4. wear a power rangers outift
5. fly a plane and touch the clouds
6. go to alice's wonderland and small talk with the cheshire cat
7. date a superstar
8. do the jiggy on the dancefloor with anyone
9. go to one of michael's concert
10. be in a band and get rich and famous
11. find out where my birthmark is
12. bungeejump
13. produce a novel and then later a movie based on the award winning novel
14. backpacking around the world
15. become a renown photographer in conceptual photography
16. snowboarding and waterskiing
17. make a documentary of a lost civilisation
18. become an explorer
19. learn six different language
20. supervise a surgery
21. eat desserts for a whole day
22. pop balloons
23. become a psychologist expert on a certain field
24. get myself my own house
25. purchase Bumblebee, the car version of course
26. Act in a multi-million making movie

These are all of my dreams for now, i know i have loads more but i'll update when i think of them.