When did everybody became so morbid and so depressed? And when the hell did everybody changed, became so altered to the point of me asking myself that is this really the person i am acquainted with? Doubting every step and every move you people make.
Is there something i am not experiencing that everybody is? Did something big happened and i just missed it? Is there something everybody gets that i don't? Am i immune to something?
Looks like i am the only one who feels the same. Seems like everybody else is changing and i am not, but somehow it makes me feel different. So different, so left behind, so alone.
What actually happened?
Am i the one who refuses to move on? Or am i the one who has moved on so far forward that i left people behind? Or am i so very much left behind that i didn't even realize people around me have moved on?
Eff these rhetorical questions. Eff them in the past, eff them in the future.
sebenarnya manusia tak berubah..kita rasa mereka berubah..aku pun kadang2 rasa mereka berubah...tapi sebenarnya makin lame kita kawan makin kita tak tahu banyak perkra tentang die...kita belum mengenali merka dengan dalam lagi..sebab itu kita dengan adik beradik kita kalau gaduh tuh sekejap sangat..tak samapi makan dalam pun untuk sembuh..betul tak?? ke tak faham?? ahahahah
ReplyDeletesemakin hari semakin seseorang itu membesar. maka kita belum kenal orang itu pada masa itu.
ReplyDeletemungkin aku faham maksud kau. kita tak kenal betul-betul seseorang itu. kita tak kenal dia daripada semua aspek. jadi apabila kita dapat tengok satu aspek seseorang itu yang kita tak pernah tengok, maka kita rasa dia dah berubah. kan?
tapi pasal adik beradik tu aku tak faham sangat kot. sebab aku tak pernah gaduh sangat ngan abang-abang aku. aku budak baik, ahaha
ahahahhaha..ye2 kau kan mr understanding..eheheh...
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