Again i find myself caught up in the same situation that i previously have vowed to avoid. Where i feel that it is not of my doing, or lack thereof, but of someone else, that this same situation happens recurrently, but as though i am to blamed.
And again, i am the one who feels remorse, for something that is not of my doing, or lack thereof, and i am the one going the extra mile, going out of my way to cure the adverse effects has arisen.
And again and again, the aftermath of it all, i end up feeling exhausted of my feelings interchangeably turning from depression, helplessness, anger, guilty, and tiredness.
Perhaps you do not realise that it is as if you are blaming me, but do you not see yourself?
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