Like i said before, what a ridiculous reason to throw tantrums for. i still dislike people who spends time gloating about the problem instead of doing something about it. timewasters. unlike me, i am a procrastinator and proud of it. :D

I am a juvenile delinquent in a world of deceived happiness where everything goes except truth and free speech.

What the heck is the problem with you? i mean why did you have to go and tap your fucking hand on my fucking head. it wasn't uncalled for and not needed. uuuurgh.

What is it with everyone with needing time alone to figure things out.

You're all cowards not showing your true skin. at least i have the dignity of being a bastard. a true and proud bastard.

What is wrong with everyone, they're obsessed that's what they are. to think that i was the one who check you guys out every once in a while but you guys pass way beyond that. you guys are like stalkers. watching my every move, listening to my every utterances, analyzing my nudges and all. you're the one who made me distance myself from you, so you should be sorry for yourself.

I guess i don't really know how you feel but come on, get a grip. get over yourself and stop making a drama. one thing i really hate about this world is people who always and i mean always create drama and you're one of them. here's an advice, stop what the heck you're doing and move on. even i'm over what happened and i'm more involved than you. go fuck someone else's life rather than fucking some innocent guy.

What more do you want from me? i have given you my all and still you ask for more. it's never enough for you. no one can satisfy you and now that you've missed your chance you're trying all you can so you can win back an opportunity. well here's the news fella, you're times is up, the age of those days are the past. go get yourself a job.

It's mine and i can do whatever i wish to do with it. don't distress your mind of such worries.

I guess i am pretty stupid and blind. I can't see love even if it's breathing down my neck. and when it's gone i realize that i lost it. i learn through experience. i will not make the same mistake ever again. period.

I am so afraid of how the ending is going to be. And i don't want it to end, i want it to keep going but i guess everything has an ending. I just have to accept it.

I am walking on sunshine, i am walking along an invisible line
it takes me somewhere which is nowhere


that's all i got for now.

Is moving on mean throwing away all the memories and forgetting about the past? if so then i never want to move on. I would always want to remember.

Glowing Firefly.

Part 1.01

Former affiliates diminish, envious grows in my heart watching the humes play and having fun while I, a firefly, gliding endlessly through the air looking for comfort and security. Alas all search was in vain as i fly across great trees of bricks and steel and metal all releasing light making my glow seem insignificant. Making me feel inferior to the others. Making me feel the last living proof of existence of my kindred. For those were the times where fireflies flap in dignity with their glows glowing the brightest and proudest. We were the respected and trusted species amongst creatures. We are the longest living animality compared to everything. We are the descendants of ancient beings who call themselves Starbugs.


wow, out of the blue this plot popped into my mind and i had to write it down. :D

You make me feel guilty and i hate it the most when people make me feel guitly when actually in truth it is not my fault. Smile crappily. :D

The good old days. That's what they were, the past.

I can't believe after loathing about this particular someone, i still remember the person's date of creation. uurrrrgh how pathetic.

This is as low as you can get. Now you're a copycat? come on, get your own life, your own identity and everything else.

I stood up for you and this is how you thank me? I can't believe after all this time and you accuse me of some fucking thing. But it's okay, i know i am guilty and you can call me that crap but you have to know, you're the same crap you called me. You come to me and befriended me after calling me shit and the next day you don't even look at me. What the fuck is that? I nothing you. I don't hate nor despise you and that's the furthest anyone can go. I just nothing you. All your relationship is a give and take relationship. You give people shit and they take it. They don't deserve you.


shittokla kau.

Yeah, so finally my brother's wedding is over and now i'm back for the first school test. wipeeee me. :D