What the hell? i thought i was done for. i thought "oh god i am really going to get it this time. i am really dead meat as in literally" but then when i arrived home it was like i was never out. i was home and the air was quite, soothing, seducing at some parts.i was surprised and honestly i felt relieved. But! But i think i will be punished one way or the other. maybe not now , maybe someday. who knows but i have a bad feeling about this.