When we were kids we always had someone to look up to, even when our lives were shit we would have someone to idolize. But as we get older and we constantly try to seek reassurance and look for our idols, it always ends up in disappointment. The ones who we loved when were were young are the ones who will eventually break our hearts into tiny bits of pieces. That's what i learned from seeing. And that is why no matter how much i adore a celebrity, or how much i want to meet them, i will never want to hang out with them because in our fantasies we have perfected them. We created this celebrity into a perfect being with no flaws. We made them ideal. I'll just meet them in person for like a few moments and take pictures but that's it. Nothing more but of course nothing less.