There's nothing to it.

Why am i still afraid of this?

Nothing bad is going to happen, heck only good things will come out of it. But still, even knowing that i still am afraid of it. It is my true weakness. Or perhaps i never felt any sort of kinship with them, sometimes i feel like an outsider, like an alien, like someone who just doesn't belong in a picture.

But they are good people. They all miss me, just like i miss them. But somehow i cannot click.

It's like i can't turn on.

Turn me on dammnit. Ahahahah that came out wrong eventhough it's right.