The grand plan.

So i didn't manage to get into the programme. I'd like to say it's okay, all is well, but the reality is, i feel crushed, i feel devastated, i feel overwhelmed.

In the end i did get my hopes up. But i have to believe that there are other opportunities for me in some other places. There are other grand plans, not just this one, and i am the one who has to plan it.